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The New York Times bestselling author of The Widow returns with a brand new novel of twisting psychological suspense about every parent’s worst nightmare...

When two eighteen-year-old girls go missing in Thailand, their families are thrust into the international spotlight: desperate, bereft, and frantic with worry. What were the girls up to before they disappeared?

Journalist Kate Waters always does everything she can to be first to the story, first with the exclusive, first to discover the truth—and this time is no exception. But she can’t help but think of her own son, whom she hasn’t seen in two years, since he left home to go travelling. 

As the case of the missing girls unfolds, they will all find that even this far away, danger can lie closer to home than you might think...

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781524779962
Publisher: Penguin Random House Audio Publishing Group
Publication date: 01/22/2019
Edition description: Unabridged
Sales rank: 739,905
Product dimensions: 5.10(w) x 5.90(h) x 1.10(d)

About the Author

Fiona Barton is the New York Times bestselling author of The Widow and The Child. She has trained and worked with journalists all over the world. Previously, she was a senior writer at the Daily Mail, news editor at the Daily Telegraph, and chief reporter at the Mail on Sunday, where she won Reporter of the Year at the British Press Awards. Born in Cambridge, England, she currently lives in southwest France and England.

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Copyright © 2018 Fiona Barton




The Reporter

SUNDAY, JULY 27, 2014



he call comes at three a.m. The jagged ring of the bedside telephone tearing a hole in our sleep.


I reach out a hand to silence it. “Hello,” I whisper.

Static whispers back to me. I press the phone harder to my ear. “Who is this?”

I feel Steve roll over to face me, but he doesn’t speak. The hissing static fades and I hear a voice.

“Hello. Hello,” it says, searching for me.

I pull myself up and switch on the light. Steve groans and rubs his eyes.

“Kate? What’s going on?” he says. “Who is this?” I repeat. But I know. “Jake?”

“Mum,” the voice says, the word distorted by distance—or drink, perhaps, I think uncharitably.

“Sorry I missed your birthday,” it says. The line fizzes again and he’s gone.

I look at Steve.

“Was it him?” he asks.

I nod. “He’s sorry he missed my birthday . . .”

It’s the first time in seven months that he’s phoned. There’ve been







three e-mails, but our eldest son told us early on that he wouldn’t be contactable by phone. Said he was freeing himself of all the stress that constant calls would bring. He’d stay in touch with us.

When he last rang, it was Christmas morning. We’d hoped he would be there with us, pulling crackers and making his lethal mulled wine. We’d suggested and then pleaded by e-mail, sending money by Western Union for a plane ticket when he seemed to weaken. He’d picked up the cash. Of course he had. But Jake had stayed away, man- aging only a ten-minute call on the day. Steve had answered the phone and spoken to him first while I hovered beside him; then he’d asked to speak to his little brother, Freddie, and finally to his mother.

I’d hugged the phone, as if I could feel the heft and warmth of him, and tried to listen, not talk. But he’d remained distant as the seconds counted down in a phone booth somewhere and I’d found myself turning inquisitor.

“So, where are you now, love?” “Here.” He’d laughed.

“Still in Phuket?” “Yes, yes.”

“And are you working?”

“Yeah, sure. Doing this and that.” “But what about money?”

“I’m managing, Mum. Don’t worry about me. I’m fine.”

“Well, as long as you are happy,” I’d heard myself say. The coward’s way out.

“Yes, I am.”

After I’d put the phone down, Freddie had put a glass of prosecco in my hand and kissed my cheek.

“Come on, Mum. He’s fine. Having a brilliant time lying around in the sun while we’re sitting here in the slush and rain.”

But I’d known deep down he wasn’t fine. His voice had become wary. And that nervy laugh. He didn’t sound like my Jake anymore.



















The Mother




esley searched the inbox again. Just in case she’d missed it. She knew she hadn’t, but to stop looking would mean they had to act. They’d agreed. Malcolm stood behind her, watching her every move. She


could feel the tension radiating off him. “Anything?” he asked.


“I’m ringing the police.”

She nodded. They’d never had to ring the police before in all their married life. The police belonged to another world—the world they saw on television or in the papers. Not theirs. She was shaking as Mal- colm picked up the phone. She wanted to tell him to wait. To give it another day. Not to start this. Not to bring this into their home.

“Mal,” she said, but he looked at her as he dialed, silencing her. She could hear the hum of the fridge and a car passing by outside. Life going on.

“Hello, I’d like to report my daughter missing,” she heard him say.

That life was over.

“A week. We haven’t heard from her or the friend she’s with for almost a week,” he said. “Her A Level results came out yesterday, but she still hasn’t been in touch.

“She’s Alexandra O’Connor.







“Eighteen. Her birthday was in May.”

Icing that cake, Lesley thought. Didn’t look anything like Ed Sheeran apart from the red hair, but Alex had loved it.

She tuned back in to hear her husband apologizing.

“Sorry, I thought I said. She’s in Thailand, backpacking with her friend Rosie Shaw. Her last text message said they were still in Bang- kok.”



t took another twenty minutes for Malcolm to explain the situation, give his details, and listen to the advice. When he put the phone down he rubbed his eyes and kept his hands there for a moment.


“What? What did they say?” Lesley said, the panic making her voice loud and unlike her usual tone. “Who did you talk to? Tell me!”

Her husband jerked his head up and looked at her as if to reassure himself this was his wife, shrieking in their kitchen.

“They took down all the details, love. You heard me. I spoke to a woman officer. I wrote it on a bit of paper.” He reached over to the counter and picked up a Post-it note.

“Here, look.”

Lesley brushed it aside so it floated to the tiled floor.

“Never mind that. What did this woman say? What are they going to do to find Alex and Rosie?”

Malcolm stooped to pick up the piece of paper and put it back on the counter. Lesley wanted to hit him.


“Sorry, love, but we are going to need this.” He spoke slowly, as if she were an elderly relative. “She said she’s going to pass on the details to Interpol and we should ring the British embassy in Bangkok. That’s what they advise. But she said this happens a lot; young people going traveling and forgetting to contact their parents. She said it was early days and that we should try not to worry.”










“So she thinks it’s going to be all right?” Lesley willed him to say yes or nod. Let it be all right . . .

Malcolm shook his head. “She doesn’t know, love. We’ve to ring her if Alex gets in touch—or if she doesn’t in another week.”

“She will, won’t she?”

Malcolm pulled her to him. “Of course she will. She’ll want to know her A Level results. Tomorrow or the next day. She’ll turn up, like a bad penny.”

Lesley wiped her eyes with a paper towel and tried to look hopeful. “I’d better ring Jenny back,” she said, grateful there was something practical to be done. “I told her I would as soon as we’d spoken to the

police. She got a bit funny about it yesterday.”

“I think she’s as frantic as we are. Rosie’s her only one. And Jenny’s on her own.”

“Okay. What are you doing?”

Malcolm was tapping at the keyboard of the laptop. “The police want a photo. I said I’d send one. Then I’ll find the number for the embassy.”

Lesley looked over his shoulder. He’d picked the one Alex had sent of her and Rosie in a tuk-tuk on the day they arrived, grinning madly into the selfie, their surroundings a blur.

“At least they’re together,” Lesley said and wept, her head on her arms on their kitchen table.















B A N G K O K D A Y 1

( S UND A Y , JUL Y 2 7 , 2 0 1 4 )




 Alex O’Connor

July 27 at 0500

. . . is here. It’s brilliant. The adventure starts now . . .


Her fingers danced over the keys of her phone, posting the selfie of her standing in front of Suvarnabhumi Airport with tired eyes and a silly grin on her face. She’d planned this photo on the plane. She knew what it would look like but she hadn’t factored in the noise and heat as the terminal doors slid open. The heat had shaken her physically. She’d known it would be hot—Google had told her—but not like this. It was wet on her face and she could taste it on her tongue. She put her backpack down carefully, trapping it with her feet to keep it safe, and stretched her arms above her head, feeling the first buzz of freedom.

Alex had looked forward to this for a year, fantasizing about places, people, adventures, while she stacked shelves and pulled pints to earn the money.

She’d looked forward to everything about it, starting with the flight—she’d always loved the sensation of suddenly rushing down the





runway toward something new. And she’d felt the same thrill as the engines revved high at the start of this, her first long haul taking her across the world. But the sensation had worn off quickly. It was eleven hours sitting in a middle seat, trying not to touch the arms of those hidden under thin blankets like corpses.

Rosie had had three glasses of wine with her hideous airline meal— “The chicken or the pasta?”—and Alex had warned her she’d get de- hydrated. Her friend had rolled her eyes and made a big show of flirting with the man in the next seat before falling asleep and snoring gently. Alex had tried to sleep, too, squirming in her narrow seat to find a comfortable position, pulling up her blanket and uncovering her feet, fidgeting with her safety belt to stop it digging into her hip. In the end she’d sat in the dark and watched films on the tiny rectangle in front of her until her eyes stung.

When the lights came back on an hour before landing, she’d un- buckled and gone to the toilet. Her face in the mirror looked weird. Eyes red-rimmed and mouth slack with sleep deprivation. She’d yawned at herself and wrestled with the unfamiliar door to get out, suddenly panicky.

There’d been a boy standing waiting when she burst out. She’d laughed at herself—“They’re a real nightmare to unlock, aren’t they?”

He’d smiled shyly back and let her past.




nd now she was here. Bangkok. She picked up her backpack and swung it heavily onto her shoulder and staggered slightly, dizzy from the sudden movement. She felt stiff and spacey, as if her feet


didn’t quite touch the ground.

Strangers were asking her to come with them. Small men with wide smiles and insistent hands.

“You need a taxi?”

“I know good guesthouse.”













“You want to see temple?”

She stood, the choices drumming on her skull. It was five a.m., dark, hot, and she wanted to lie down somewhere.

Come on, Alex—let’s go, she told herself. Where’s Rosie?

Her friend had wandered off, looking for something for her head- ache.

“You shouldn’t have had all that wine on the plane. Didn’t you bring any paracetamol?” Alex had said, reaching to unzip the side pocket of her bag.

“No,” Rosie had snapped and marched off.

Alex hoped it was going to be all right. Anyway, it was too late for doubts. They were here. And it was brilliant. Well, it would be.








































The Detective




S Zara Salmond was treading so lightly around DI Bob Sparkes that morning, it felt like he was being stalked. Her presence was always just out of sight, but she couldn’t have been more intrusive if she’d been holding up a neon sign reading “The Boss’s Wife Is Dying.”


Eileen’s cancer had come back two months ago, blowing new holes in her, murdering her slowly. “We can beat this,” he’d told her after the latest results came back. “We’ve done it once; we can do it again.” The kids had cried with him at home, away from their mother.

Now everyone was being strong for one another, the effort exhausting. It was all he could do to get out of bed some mornings.

Work had been fantastic, his bosses urging him to take as much time off as he needed, but Sparkes could not settle at the hospital or at home. He needed something in his life that was not about cancer. He needed to pretend that a normal life was possible for Eileen’s sake and to distract his aching heart.

But he had clearly forgotten to brief DS Salmond.

He knew she was keeping the rabble in the incident room from his door out of kindness, but Sparkes lost it when he overheard his detec- tive sergeant telling a colleague, “You’ll have to come back later. He’s not having a good day.” He could picture her caring look and shouted, “Salmond, get in here.”






When she put her neatly groomed head round the door, he wiped the smile off her face.

“You are getting right up my nose, Salmond. Stop telling people to leave me alone. Go and do something useful. I feel as if I am being quarantined.”

The DS tried to laugh it off, but Bob knew he’d been too rough.

He stood to stop her leaving.

“Sorry, it’s just when you are talking about me, you sound as if you are dealing with a jumper on a bridge. I’m all right.”

“Okay, boss. Point taken. I’ll leave you to it. I’ve got reports to finish.” “Tell me what you are up to.” He pointed to a chair.

Salmond sat and crossed her arms. Still defensive, Bob thought. “Come on, Zara. Remind me.”

“Well, I’m chasing up the final results on the drugs bust out at Portsmouth.”

“It’s a bit slow, isn’t it?”

“Yes. Well, people have been off for the summer holidays.” “Anything to worry about?”

“No, all looks tidy. Oh, and we’ve had a report of two girls from Winchester going missing.”

“Missing? How old?” he said, immediately on full alert. “When did this come in? Why didn’t you tell me straightaway?”

“They’re eighteen and missing in Thailand.”

“Ah,” Sparkes muttered, his mind slipping away to the meeting with Eileen’s consultant later.

“Bit off our patch, but I’m up for it if you want to send . . .” DS Salmond said, a shade louder to show she’d noticed his eyes glazing over.

“In your dreams, Zara. Anyway, you’ve just been away.”

“Hardly a holiday, boss. When Neil said Turkey, I thought sun loungers. We spent most of the time looking at ancient latrines for his Year Ten’s project. In one-hundred-four-degree heat.”

“Latrines? Excellent. Any photos?”









Salmond laughed. “Neil’s got loads. I’ll ask him to send you a se-                                           


“Yeah, no hurry. What about these girls, then?”

“It’s only been a week but the parents are twitchy. Girls are away for                  

the first time and didn’t ring for their A Level results yesterday. The dad                                            

of one of them phoned it in this morning and I’m passing on the details                    

to Interpol, but my bet is they’ll be on a beach somewhere. Lucky them.”                                           

“Yes, lucky them. Well, let me know any updates. The media will

be all over this if it develops—you’d better brief the press office.”                                                

And he winked to let her know they were all right.





campaign already running—the family are doing it.” Sparkes pulled a face.

“It’s a good idea, sir. That’s where kids who might be sitting in a bar next to Alex and Rosie will be looking.”

“Yes, them and every weirdo and glory seeker on the planet, offer- ing fake sympathy and sightings just to be part of the drama. And then there’ll be the trolls, blaming the parents for letting their kids go traveling, calling the girls sluts and whores. God, who opened the microphone to people like them? At least before social media you didn’t have to hear this stuff. They could sit in the snug of their local pub, or their front room and spout their bile.”

“Anyway . . .” Salmond said. “Moving on . . .” “Yes, let’s.”



parkes was looking at reports on-screen, his head elsewhere.


He leaned back, stretched out his arms to touch the computer, and then took them over his head, making his back click. There was a












metallic taste in his mouth and he could no longer get out of his chair without an involuntary groan. He felt old. Really old.

Eileen had said he needed more sleep that morning when he’d gone in to see her, but he’d waved her concerns away. “I’m fine, love. Why are we talking about me? Let’s concentrate on you and getting rid of this stupid infection.”

She’d lain back on her pillow. “I am trying, Bob.”

He tried to focus on the words on his screen, but his head was full of the growing fragility in his wife’s eyes. They were sinking into her head away from him. It was as if she was being hollowed out. He flexed and clenched his fingers.

Not now. Can’t think about it now. It’ ll be all right.

He tapped the touch pad to awaken his screen and a photo ap- peared. DS Salmond had uploaded images of the missing girls and the link to the Facebook page the O’Connors had set up.

Sparkes looked at their faces and sighed. He clicked and began reading, starting with the girls’ last Facebook post and e-mail home on Saturday, August 9.

Alex O’Connor . . . is planning to celebrate (R!) her A Level results with her bezzy in Ko Phi Phi, “gazing out at monolithic

rocks in an azure blue sea” according to Lonely Planet . . .



Hi Mum and Dad,


Still in Bangkok—so much to see, we’ve decided to stay longer—but planning to move on in time for the results! Everything crossed that I get into Warwick. Will ring like we said about 12noon your time (1800 here) to open the envelope together. Like the Oscars! Text me if the post arrives earlier!! Love you, Alex xx










Ps Seeing elephants tomorrow. Another bucket list item ticked off . . .


The SOS was then sounded by Alex O’Connor’s brother, quietly at first. More of a nudge, really.


Hi Alex. Haven’t heard from you for a few days. Where are you now?

We can’t get through on your phone. Mum’s a bit worried. Can you message us.

Alex? Alex??



The capitalized scream marked the tipping point when the gentle reminders became a full-throated roar of panic.


It’s been 4 days since anyone saw my sister and her friend. Please keep sharing and posting.

It’s been 5 days. 6 days.

And the “community” had kicked in:


Let your families know you are OK, Alex and Rosie. Please.

Was that you I bought a drink for last night in Oxxi’s Place? Ring your parents.

They just want to know U R safe.

Don’t be so selfish. Contact your family.












The parents will give them such a rocket when they turn up, he thought. Causing all this fuss. Bet they wish they’ d never agreed to let them go.

He’d never had to struggle with that decision. His children hadn’t been the adventurous sort. He couldn’t even remember discussing gap years with them. His son, Jim, had been set on going to university and getting on with his career in accountancy, and his daughter, Sam, had already fallen in love, so she wasn’t going anywhere.

Wonder if their lives would have turned out differently if they’ d gone to Thailand, he mused, idly scrolling back through the messages. Kate Waters’s son had gone. She’d confided in him when they’d last met to discuss a case. He didn’t normally get into personal stuff with report- ers, but Kate had clearly needed to talk, telling him about the silences from Jake stretching into months. And how she secretly worried he was struggling but didn’t want to admit it.

Sparkes hadn’t liked to say his secret worry about his son was that he was getting old before his time. He was only in his thirties, but his hair was thinning and he wore slippers in the house.

“They’ve got oak flooring,” Eileen had said when he’d mentioned it. “He’s fine.”

But he was never going to go to a Full Moon Party.

Perhaps they’d got off lightly. He flicked back to look at the laugh- ing faces of the missing girls. Fresh faces. Lost children.

Where were they? He’d ring Kate later and tell her about the story.

Get things moving.





























The Reporter




oe Jackson is sitting in my chair to watch the newsroom television and I swat him as I pass, catching his shoulder.


“Oy, Jackson! Out!”

He grins up at me and pushes back from the desk, freewheeling out of my way, and I see Jake in my head, messing around, hair in his eyes, teasing me.

“Get on with your work,” I growl.

“I’m making calls.” He shows me his mobile as proof, jumps up, and pulls my chair back into position. “Nothing much to tell, yet. I’ve got a bit of time before the Sunday-for-Monday news meeting. I hope Terry doesn’t call it early.”

As if by magic, the news editor appears from the Goldfish Bowl, his glass-walled cubicle of an office.

“He’s bugged our desks, hasn’t he?” Joe murmurs, and I nod. “What are you whispering about?” Terry shouts across. “It’d better

be a story. Your hit rate is a joke, Jackson.”

As the youngest staff reporter in the newsroom, Joe Jackson is an easy target for so-called banter. Bullying, if we’re being honest. Joe and I had had a prickly start when he’d been assigned to me for work experience—I told Terry I didn’t have time to run the office crèche, but the editor had insisted—and he’s grown on me. I know the other











reporters call him my “office son” or “the chief reporter’s bitch,” but I ignore it. I hope he does, too. I keep telling him they’ll get bored and find another game.

“Here, put this up to Terry,” I say, slipping a cutting across the desk. “It’s got follow-up written all over it.”

“Thanks. I owe you another one.”

“Put it on the slate. Now make a call on it so you’ll sound like you know what you’re talking about.”

I flick a quick look at Terry. He’s heard it all. He hears everything. He pulls a face. “Soft touch,” it says. I shrug back and pick up my phone to avoid talking to him.

I scroll through the contacts, looking for a likely target, and stop at DI Bob Sparkes. I see his name most days—I’ve filed him under his first name to keep him near the top of the list. But today I don’t go past. I press it. I need a friendly voice this morning. And he might have a story.

Bob Sparkes and I have enjoyed—or maybe he’d say endured—the sort of forced intimacy that working on difficult cases brings. It’s a fact of life that detectives and reporters find themselves knocking on the same doors in search of the facts and cooped up in the same pubs, courtrooms, and canteens.

For some officers, reporters are a cross to bear and they make us sweat for every piece of information, but Sparkes is a generous copper. He knows what we need to tell the story and is usually happy to oblige. He doesn’t play games.

“Suits all of us to work together,” he said once. “The police get the publicity they need for the investigation—and some recognition for the work done—and you get your story.”

And he deserves the recognition. He works his socks off to get a result.

I’ve seen him do it. Eight years ago, in the Bella Elliott case, he










spent every waking hour looking for the missing toddler, thinking about her. He said he dreamed about her, too. And even in cases he wasn’t running, he’s acted as my touchstone. When I was trying to find the identity of the remains of a baby’s body found on a London building site in 2012, he’d been there on the end of a phone. He didn’t have to do it, but I’d relied on him for grown-up advice when I got too involved. Too close to see what was in front of me.

It’s not exactly Holmes and Watson, but we rub along.

Of course, it means that he knows far too much about me. I know I overshare sometimes, telling him my private thoughts and domestic problems, but I trust him.



he phone rings. “Kate!” the voice says sharply, startling me.


“Good grief, Bob—have you been issued with new psychic pow- ers? I was just about to ring you.”

“Ha! Must have been thinking about each other at the same moment.”

I can feel myself blushing. For Christ’s sake, get a grip, woman!

“Thinking about me? In a good way? Or cursing me?”

“In a good way, Kate,” he replies evenly. He doesn’t do flirting.

Never been a swordsman.

I try not to smile—he’ll hear it in my voice. “Go on, then. What were you thinking?”

“I’ve got an inquiry that you might be able to help with. Two teen- age girl backpackers in Thailand have been reported missing by their families. They haven’t been in touch for a week, so it’s early days, but they missed getting their exam results yesterday and their parents are very anxious. My sergeant thinks they’ll probably turn up with a hangover, but a story might winkle them out of whichever bar they’re sitting in. Anyway, I thought of you. And Jake.”











                                   Bob Sparkes knows about Jake. How he dropped out of university    and the row it had caused—I’d told him after the result in the Build-      ing Site Baby case, when we’d had a quiet drink to decompress. He’s        got adult kids, too. He knows how god-awful being a parent is some-     times and he listens carefully. He always listens well, Bob. A trained ear. But he hasn’t told me about Eileen’s illness. I found out about the              cancer from another copper. I was shocked—more that Bob hadn’t         confided in me than the cancer, if I’m honest. I’ve tried to prompt him         to tell me since then, mentioning Steve and his work in oncology a

                             couple of times. But Sparkes has never taken the bait.





Sure. How old are the girls? Are there photos? Where are they from? Can I speak to the parents?”

“Good grief, Kate. Slow down. You’re like a greyhound out of the



traps. They’re eighteen and from Winchester. Look, I’ll send you the details as soon as we get off the phone.”

“Great. Are you putting it all round?” I have to ask.

“Yes, the press office is writing something to put on the tape at the moment.”

“Any chance you could give me a couple of hours’ head start, Bob?” There’s a pause. I wait him out.

“Go on, then,” he says. “It’s hardly breaking news. I’ll ask them to hold on to it until after lunch.”

“Brilliant. Thanks, Bob.” “Anyway, how is Jake?”

I’ve forgotten my son, pushed past him in the rush to write about someone else’s child. What sort of mother are you?

“Er, not sure. He rang in the middle of the night a few weeks ago—first call for months—but it sounded like it was from some jun- gle outpost and I lost the line.”










“What a shame. Still, he did call.”

“Yes, he did. I have to be grateful for that, I suppose.”

“The parents of Alex O’Connor and Rosie Shaw would be, Kate.”

I can hear the edge of censure in his voice and try not to react. I scribble down the names.

“Yes, well . . . okay, send the missing girls’ stuff as soon as you can—I’m sure I can get it in the paper. There’s nothing else happen- ing. And, Bob, thanks for holding it. I appreciate it.”



open my laptop to wait for his e-mail. My inbox has filled again. It’s only been half an hour since I weeded through the overnight mass mailings, but there are a dozen new PR puffs for television shows and celebrities selling ghosted memoirs with promises of “amazing reve- lations.”


“I don’t know why I’m getting so much showbiz dross,” I regularly grumble to Joe. But actually I do. My name has joined a list of journos who write the celeb stories. I’m a marked woman. I used to be a serious reporter, whatever that means these days.

I spent yesterday afternoon writing a “heartwarming”—in my head I am raking the air with ironic quotation marks—picture story about a dog adopting ducklings.

“It probably ate them after the photographer left,” I’d told Steve when I’d got home. “God, I hate August. Bloody Silly Season. We are in a news-free zone, scratching around for stories when the whole country has gone on holiday. The editor gave me back one of my old spreads this afternoon. He must have stashed it in his bottom drawer in the New Year. Told me to dust it off so he could put it in the paper. I had to make sure no one in it had died in the meantime.”

Steve had poured me another glass of sauvignon blanc and clinked glasses in sympathy.












•     •     •




deleted the offending e-mails without opening, my eye automatically on alert for


His e-mails are never in answer to my or Steve’s regular messages. When they arrive, they’re short and to the point—two or three sen- tences, more a telegram than a letter—telling us he’s still alive and, clearly, not thinking about us. We still pore over them, looking for meaning in every word.

It’s been two years since he embarked on his journey “to find him- self ” in Southeast Asia. He should have been taking his bar exams this year. He’d been doing so well at university before . . . We’d dreamed of him becoming a barrister. We were excited for him. I suppose, look- ing back, maybe we were more excited than he was. But he always did relaxed and cool. Used to drive me mad. He was a lucky boy—bright and lucky—but he wasn’t grateful. He had it too easy, maybe. He’d never had to struggle to get top grades, not like his little brother. It was Freddie we worried about. Steve and I tried to hide it from him. We kept our agonized discussions about his future for after he’d gone to bed. Poor Freddie. Always in Jake’s shadow at school. Then, out of the blue, Jake had come home and casually announced he’d jacked in his degree and was going traveling.

He’d said he was thinking about joining a turtle conservancy proj- ect in Phuket and there’d been an almighty row.

I’d raged at him that he was ruining his life, and we were barely speaking when he left for Thailand.

We didn’t hear from him for the first month, and Steve had blamed me. “He thinks you are still angry,” he’d said.

“I am still angry,” I’d snapped back.

“You need to be careful, Kate, or you’ll lose him.”

I’d wanted to shout: “How do you lose a son? He’s been part of me for twenty-two years. I will always be his mother.” But I kept it to










myself. I hid the hurt and pretended to be indifferent to his silence. But fear had taken root inside me, creating lurid images of him dying in a motorbike crash or being brutally mugged.

Being a reporter means I know that these things happen to people like us.


























































The Reporter




t’s been five minutes and no e-mail. I sit fidgeting with my phone, trying to decide whether to ring Bob Sparkes back and ask when he’s going to push the send button. He’ll hate that, but he said he’d do it immediately. But he’ll hate that. I put the phone down. I’ll have a look myself. Everything’s on the net. And when I type in the names, the missing girls are there.


Bingo. But a blog. I hate blogs.

“Blah blah blah dressed up as journalism,” I’d told Joe once, my guard down.

“God, you sound like my mum,” he’d said. His mother, a recently “retired” editor, had been widely mocked among the wicked press as a Fleet Street dinosaur. That’d shut me up. I wasn’t about to be kicked into the long grass with her.

The blogger is another backpacker sounding the alarm and urging Alex and Rosie to get in touch with their families.

I wonder how many of the thousands of teenagers who set off for a gap year go missing. Must be fewer now everyone has a smartphone and Wi-Fi. But still.

I stare at the screen. My heartbeat feels like it is bruising my ribs. My child is missing, too. At home, we all pretend that it’s all fine; he’s an adult, living his own life, making his own choices. But we don’t





even know which country he’s in, really. I’ve googled the price of plane tickets for Thailand so many times. Just looking, I tell myself. And I’ve secretly e-mailed dozens of conservation projects in Phuket over the last two years, asking for him, but Jake hasn’t registered with any of them. He could be anywhere, but I’ve kept it to myself. No point wor- rying Steve. Sometimes I wonder if he’s done the same thing and is keeping it secret from me.

I write Jake an e-mail straightaway.


Hi, Just wondering where you are and what you

are doing. Thanks for ringing the other night—it was lovely to hear your voice. We miss you. Freddie finally passed his driving test!!! Let me know when you pick this up, mx


I don’t know when he’ll get it but it’s out there when he next logs in. “Kate,” Joe’s saying, “Kate! I asked where you found this cutting.

Please, Terry’s about to call the meeting.”

“What? Can’t you look online? Think it was one of the Sunday magazines. Is it on shiny paper? Oh, say the Sunday Express. No one ever reads it.”

“Are you coming in?”

“What time is it in Bangkok, Joe?”

“Er, afternoon or evening, I think. They’re ahead of us, aren’t they?


But I’m already dialing the Post’s Southeast Asia correspondent and waving Joe away.

“I’ll be in in a minute. Just need to check something.”




on Richards answers on the first ring.


“Yes,” he barks, daring the caller to carry on disturbing him. “Don? It’s Kate Waters. On the Post.”











                                   The voice softens to gruff. “Ah, the lovely Kate. How are you?         Christ, when did I last see you? Must be ten years ago, when you came   to cover the tsunami. That was a hell of a story, wasn’t it? Paid for my                new bungalow.”

                                   I grit my teeth. Don’s sensitivity button was disabled a long time    ago—“Living out here does it to you,” he’d confessed back then, when   we were both drunk and exhausted after weeks of horrifying sights        and testimonies.

                                   “It blunts you. I’ve become some terrible old colonial cliché.” I’d

                             bought us another beer and steered him back to his glory days.






were working on two missing British girls, Alex O’Connor and Rosie Shaw?”

“Well, the backpack network is talking about them. But this hap- pens all the time—the embassy here gets one or two reported every day. Bloody thoughtless teenagers. The families have been trying to make contact for a week, apparently, but kids drift through. They meet someone in a bar, hear about a new place, and go. These girls are probably shacked up with some boys and having too good a time to tell anyone. Anyway, why are you asking? Are you being sent on it?”

I smile. Don can smell the money.

“Can’t see them sending me this early, but I’m going to talk to Terry about it—could be a good story. Every parent’s nightmare with kids all heading off on their gap years at the moment. And there’s nothing else happening here.”

“I’ll send you some copy. You will put me down for a credit, won’t you?”

The cry of the lesser spotted freelance: “Giss’a credit.”

“’Course, Don. Send over what you’ve got and I’ll put a payment










through. Have you spoken to the families? I’m going to give them a call.”

“Only via Facebook posts. The O’Connors from Winchester are making the most noise.”

Terry’s head appears round the door of the meeting room.

“Get your arse in here, Kate. You’re the chief reporter. Set an ex- ample, for goodness’ sake.”













































Reading Group Guide

The Suspect
Fiona Barton
Questions for Discussion

1.Alex’s thoughts often contradict what she says on Facebook and in e-mails to her parents. Why do you think this is? Do you think the author is making a statement about social media culture? Why or why not?

2.Discuss the relationship between Kate and the families in Part One of the book. How does this relationship change after Kate learns who the possible survivor is?

3.Examine Kate’s relationship with her fellow journalists before and after she learns about the possible survivor and suspect. Do you think she is unfair to them? Do you think they are unfair to her? Why or why not?

4.It is a common perception that journalists often need to detach themselves from a situation in order to do their jobs. At one point, when learning details about the case, Kate thinks, “But this is us. Not some story to be picked over for the best quote.” Do you think the events of the novel will impact Kate’s career in the future? How?

5.A major theme in the novel is that parents might not know their children as well as they think they do. Discuss the ways this idea is explored in the novel. Do you think that this is inherent in parent-child relationships?

6.Similarly, Alex and Jake both end up in trouble because of their unwillingness to tell their parents about the trouble they’re in. Discuss the relationship they each have with their parents. Did their actions surprise you? Why or why not?

7.What role does the media play in the book? As in The Widow and The Child, the media is inextricably linked with the police investigation. Do you think the author is conveying a broader message about the role of journalism and news organizations? If you have read The Widow and/or The Child, do you think that Kate’s being a core part of the story in The Suspect dramatically changes the perception of the media in this novel when compared to the two other novels?

8.Discuss the character of Lesley. What did you think of her at the beginning of the story? Did your opinion change over the course of the novel? Were you surprised by her desired punishment for the person responsible for her daughter’s death? Why or why not?

9.Discuss Kate’s actions at the very end of the novel. Why do you think she chose not to confront her son? Do you agree with her decision?

Customer Reviews

The Suspect 4.4 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 19 reviews.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Another great story. I love her books. This was a different story line and a very interesting one.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Great story line that had me hooked from the start. Looking forward to reading more by this author.
Cahansen64 5 months ago
Two teenage girls from England head off to Thailand for an adventure of a lifetime. However, things go wrong, things are not as they appear on the surface, a fire erupts at the hostel where the girls are staying and they either disappear or die. Their families are thrown into the national spotlight and Kate Waters, a London journalist, investigates the situation, knowing that her son is also in Thailand and has apparently disappeared. Are the situations connected and if so how? This is a fantastic story that I. read fast and enjoyed tremendously because of numerous surprising twists and turns. Highly recommended.
Bibliolr84 7 months ago
Great read. Recommend this book as well as the first two in this Kate Waters series.
ChristieTaylor1 8 months ago
I enjoyed this book. I easily was able to read as a stand alone even though it is part of a series. It was a bit slow in my the beginning and took a bit to become invested in the characters. I suspect that was because I didn’t read books #1 or #2. I would recommend to others who enjoy this genre for sure.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Best book I’ve read so far these year.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This was very slow to me
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
KrittersRamblings More than 1 year ago
Check out the full review at Kritters Ramblings The third in the Kate Waters series and this may be my favorite! Two girls go missing in Thailand and Kate is swept up into the story until the story hits very close to home and she becomes a subject in the story instead of a reporter on the story. There are two things I completely love about this book, the short chapters and the pacing. I think they go hand in hand, but this book read so quickly because I couldn't put it down and every time I said one more chapter it ended up bring a few more! I read this book in a few sittings, but all in one day. I just needed to find out who was responsible and how it all happened.
AnitaG More than 1 year ago
This is the third book I’ve ready by Fiona Barton. It’s also her third with the characters of Kate Waters and inspector Bob Sparkes. It’s not necessary to have read the first two books to enjoy The Suspect. As Alex and Rosie are off in Thailand, having what everyone appears is a wonderful time, they are instead suddenly missing. What unfolds in this book is the story of what is actually happening and the panic and search that is happening back home in the UK. I enjoyed the alternating points of view, from The Reporter, Detective, Alex and parents perspective and voice. We learn early on about Kate’s son, how he too went off to Thailand and while he isn’t missing in the same sense, he has gone off on his own, and his parents don’t really know what he’s doing. This may later on be a conflict for Kate, and her ability to research and tell the story of the missing girls. DI Sparks is going through his own personal hell, his wife is very ill, and every moment away from her is grueling, and fills him with grief. The parents, very naive about what two recent high school graduates may be doing on holiday away from home. The girls very diverse, as they find out when it appears one has plans to travel and sight see and one has plans to party and have sex. Still how did things go so wrong so quickly? This book was a quick read, and kept me turning pages and waiting to see what odd coincidence or revelation would show next. I always like Kate and DI Sparkes. In this book I adored Alex and was hoping good things for her. I was appalled at the lack of a real police authority in Thailand, I worry how real this is. My heart ached for the parents as the not knowing and then the knowing both can rip you up inside. I found them sometimes annoyingly ignorant at times, but still, imagine the pain. I really enjoyed this book, thanks so much to Berkley for the early copy. If you enjoy a good mystery, grab this one up.
tschnitzler More than 1 year ago
I have not read the first and second installments in this series, and I am pleased The Suspect did not need the build up of the first two books. Kate and Steve Waters son, Jake, has been finding himself for two years, and they rarely hear from him. Reporter Kate picks up a new story about two girls who have disappeared, and the story builds from there. Ms. Barton writes an interesting story, keeping the reader interested all the way to the end. The conclusion causes conflict.
JHSEsq More than 1 year ago
Children grow up and leave home. It's the natural order of things. But in The Suspect, two eighteen-year-old girls, Alex and Rosie, go on what is supposed to be a joyful first trip on their own to Thailand. When they are reported missing, their desperate, heartbroken parents find themselves thrust into an international spotlight as they struggle to learn what the girls were doing when they suddenly disappeared. For journalist Kate Waters the search for the two girls becomes more than another attempt to get an exclusive story. Her own son, Jake, left home two years ago to travel around the world after abruptly leaving school. He has communicated little with his parents in that time. When Kate begins chasing the story of Alex and Rosie, she has no idea of the personal connect that she will discover or how it will impact her family. "We don't always know what our children get up to when we're not there, do we?" Author Fiona Barton brings back the character of Kate in this creative, unique mystery. The story is multi-layered and will resonate with readers long after they read the last page. The theme of whether it is possible to ever really know another human being is not a new one in literature. Perhaps less explored is the question of how well parents can ever really know their children. Or how they respond when parents learn that their grown children are not really the people they believed them to be. In The Suspect, at least two sets of parents are confronted with those questions as the search for Alex and Jenny proceeds. In this instance, the 2 young women journeyed to a country they had never visited before, where they did not know anyone, and their safety depended upon their ability to depend upon and trust each other. However, Barton illustrates with startling clarity how such a trip can go tragically wrong. Concurrently, the reporter following the story finds herself dealing with her own family crisis when it is discovered that Jake was at the same boarding house as the two girls. Barton has believably constructed a mystery that, as it is unraveled, evokes a deep emotional response, particularly from readers who are parents. The story twists and turns, providing shocking surprises at a pace as relentless as the parents' frantic search for their children. Barton also looks at the roles the media plays in such events, shaping public opinion and loyalties which shift uncomfortably as details about the girls' fate and Jake's activities emerge. The result is a haunting, heartbreaking story exploration of parents' relationships with their adult children, the difficulty inherent in watching children grow and venture into the world on their own, and the way parental expectations can impact the relationship. It is ultimately a thought-provoking tale that would be ideal for book clubs, providing plenty of themes and colorful characters for vigorous discussion. Thanks to Net Galley for an Advance Reader's Copy of the book.
Kara_Rutledge More than 1 year ago
Two eighteen year old girls go missing while on vacation in Thailand during their gap year. Their worried families are thrust into the media spotlight, and all they want to know is what happened to their daughters. As journalist Kate Waters gets the inside scoop, she begins to wonder about her own son who she hasn't seen in two years. The story of the girls disappearance begins to unfold, and those involved find out that danger is closer than they know and the truth isn't always as it seems. Let me begin by thanking Berkley | Penguin Random House for the free copy of The Suspect (Kate Waters, #3) written by Fiona Barton that I won on a First Reads Giveaway on I was thrilled to say the least when I found out I had been selected to read this book for my honest review. Not having read any of Barton's previous books, I wasn't sure what to expect, but I loved the premise of the story. What I already knew was that this was the third installment in the series, and normally, I won't read a book in a series until I've read all of the predecessors. However, I made an exception in this case because I just couldn't wait to read The Suspect. I wasn't disappointed. Some of the things I absolutely loved about The Suspect was that it was told from different perspectives. I think a lot of authors tend to shy away from this style of writing because it is a difficult thing to do well, but Fiona Barton did an exceptional job with the multiple perspectives. I really felt like I got to know the characters this way. I also enjoyed it flipping between the present and the past. This is another thing that is difficult to do well in my opinion because I've read books where it was done poorly. However, this wasn't one of those books . . . Barton did a phenomenal job with flipping back and forth in time too. Another thing that I absolutely loved was that I never fully guessed exactly what happened, which is a breath of fresh air because The Suspect falls into my favorite genre of books. It takes a hell of a good writer to keep me on my toes. Don't get me wrong, there were a couple of things I guessed at that ended up being correct, but there were a couple of things I guessed at that were wrong. One of the things I didn't like about this book is that there were a couple of words that I was unfamiliar with because they aren't commonly used in the United States, and I couldn't quite determine what they meant. I was fine with words like loo and telly because I was already familiar with those words. It makes me wonder if people in the U.K. or Australia have trouble with some of our "slang" words that aren't quite as common in every day conversation. And for the life of me, I can't remember what the word or two was that I was unfamiliar with. Other than that, the only thing I didn't quite like was the ending. Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that we found out what happened, and it had a definite conclusion. I didn't like the fact that it alluded that one of the characters really did have something to do with one of the murders. Overall, I gave The Suspect (Kate Waters, #3) five out of five stars on If you love mysteries and thrillers, then this is a definite must read. I had trouble putting it down. Now I can't wait to go read the first two books in the series . . . The Widow (Kate Waters, #1) and The Child (Kate Waters, #2).
miss_mesmerized More than 1 year ago
It was supposed to be the best time of their life: Alex and Rosie fly to Thailand after their A-levels to travel and party. But then, things go completely wrong and now the two girls are dead. What happened in the burnt-down-guesthouse? And where is that English boy who might have seen them last and is obviously closely linked to the fire? The parents fly to Bangkok and reporter Kate Waters comes with them to cover the story. But what they find out isn’t what they had expected: Kate’s son Jake is the wanted English boy who is now on the run and prime suspect in the murder of Alex and Rosie. Again, Fiona Barton could well entertain me with a plot with many twists and turns and a story full of suspense. The narrative does not follow chronology and is told from alternating perspectives which I found great since it provides a lot more depth for the characters on the one hand and keeps suspense high on the other. In the end, the case is solved without leaving any questions open. What I liked most were actually the very different characters who seemed all quite authentic to me: first of all the two young women who could hardly be more different. Quiet Alex who wants to see the country and learn about the culture and Rosie just expecting to have a good time partying. That this combination wouldn’t work out too long is pretty obvious. The girls behave like typical teenagers do on their first trip alone far away from the parents, they are careless and easily fall prey to all kind of wrong-doers. Also their mothers are portrayed in convincing ways, especially Jenny who is very bitter after her husband left her alone with the daughter. Most interesting of course is Kate whose role changes massively throughout the story: from the nosy reporter she herself becomes the target of the press and has to endure what is written about her boy without being able of doing anything against it. Altogether, a perfectly pitched thriller that keeps you reading on and on and on to find out the truth about what happened in Thailand.
MonnieR More than 1 year ago
4.5 stars, actually. Although this book has recurring characters from the author's first two terrific books - "The Widow" and "The Child" - it's billed as a standalone. There's a reason for that; reading through this one, I literally forgot any familiarity with the central character, journalist Kate Waters, until very near the end. In fact, both she and detective Bob Sparkes appeared in those two earlier novels. I mention this to make it clear that readers who may have missed the first two should feel comfortable starting here (although I highly recommend reading those first simply because they're great - I gave both well-earned 5-star ratings). This one is excellent as well; as proof, I'll note that I was happy that the few TV shows I watch with regularity were in reruns for the Christmas holidays so I could keep my nose in the book with fewer interruptions. At the same time, I must admit I enjoyed it a teeny bit less than the first two (emphasis on teeny). Timelines and perspectives jump all over the place in this one, although they're easy to follow; in the beginning, two girls take a time-out before heading to college to visit Thailand (why they picked that country escaped me, but if they'd wanted to get themselves in trouble fast, they certainly picked the right place). Now their parents have reported them missing, and Kate is all over the story - no doubt feeling a sort of kinship with the parents because her own son Jake abruptly left home to head out to "find himself" two years earlier and hasn't been seen by them since. Gradually, bits and pieces of what happens to the missing girls are revealed and the story isn't pretty (nor, in some respects, does it seem totally believable - hence my ever-so-slightly lower 4.5-star rating). And as readers might assume early on - and Kate learns soon thereafter - they have a connection with Jake. Exactly how they're linked is for Kate and her detective friends to find out, and it may not be what Kate wants to learn. There are a number of twists and turns before the final chapter (and there's a bit of a surprise near the end that could, I suppose, come back to bite in a future book). Overall, it's quite an enjoyable book that I highly recommend, and I once again thank the publisher, via NetGalley, for the opportunity to read and review an advance copy.
TheBookBag More than 1 year ago
I love the character of Kate Waters and I loved that I was able to go back to her world again. The story she is covering now hits pretty close to home. As she investigates the two missing girls, a connection to her son is discovered. The question is to find out how deeply he is involved, if he actually is involved. Or maybe it's just a case of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. The Suspect was a page-turner for me as the plot thickened and the mystery unraveled. Told in alternating perspectives of three of the characters, it was interesting to watch the story come together. And then the ending. Whoa, was not expecting the ending that this talented writer came up with. It's amazing what a mother's love will make some people do.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Special thank you to Berkley Publishing Group for gifting me with this ARC in exchange for my honest review. I was sent this novel as a result of winning a Goodreads giveaway. ------- “Ah, but we are all stars of our own reality shows now, sir. Didn’t you know?” ------- In this latest dark and twisting psychological thriller, two families experience their worst nightmare when their teenage daughters embark on a journey to Thailand that goes horribly awry. After the girls fail to phone home to learn the results of their A-level exams, their parents realize something is terribly wrong and that the girls are in danger. Alex O’Connor has planned this trip down to the moment in her meticulous itinerary. With the intention of taking a “gap year,” for which she has been scrimping and saving for, Alex can not wait to visit all the sights and scenery that Thailand has to offer. After her best friend backs out of the trip, Rosie Shaw appears on the scene, begging Alex to take her along as a replacement. It is not long into the journey when Alex realizes she and Rosie have very different plans for this trip, as Rosie has no intentions of following Alex’s schedule. Told in alternating points of view from “The Reporter” Kate Waters, “The Mother” Lesley O’Connor, and “The Detective” Bob Sparks, as well as posts and emails from Alex herself, readers go on an unforgettable journey into the sinister underbelly of Thailand as these three unravel the mystery of the missing girls. Kate Waters has a secret of her own, though, which involves her son’s own journey to Thailand more than two years prior. Could he be connected to this story, and will that damage Kate’s professional reputation? I absolutely devoured this book, finishing the good majority of it in just two days. Each twist and turn in the story was an unexpected as the last, down to the final page. Kudos to Fiona Barton for a job well done!
Katie__B More than 1 year ago
4.5 stars Really enjoyed this one and I'm kicking myself for not reading anything by the author before now. Will definitely go back and read her previous novels. This is the third book in the series but can easily be read as a standalone. A little bit of backstory is provided for some of the characters but it enhances the current plot rather than feeling like information overload for those of us who haven't yet read the first two books. Reporter Kate Waters hasn't seen her son in two years although she occasionally receives a brief phone call. He is never far from her mind especially as she works on covering the story of two eighteen year old girls who have gone missing in Thailand. I'll admit my first thought before reading was wondering if this was going to be like the movie Brokedown Palace. Thankfully it's not, although I totally wish Claire Danes and Kate Beckinsale were younger so they could play these girls in a movie. It didn't take long for me to get caught up in the story. I loved how the story went back and forth between the reporter, the detective, one of the missing girls, and one of the mothers. The book might seem at first glance just a simple story about two missing girls, but there's a lot more to it than that. One of the more interesting themes explored in the novel is a mother's love for her child. This book was pretty darn close to perfect for me, and I highly recommend for fans of Fiona Barton or readers that just looking for a good, solid mystery. I received a free advance copy of this book from Berkley Publishing but was under no obligation to post a review. All views expressed are my honest opinion.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago